Thursday, 11 August 2016

fml

hahahahahahhaha so many posts in one night bcos lifes what you make it so lets make it right.
IF YOU DO NOT GET THE REFERENCE WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE.
GO WATCH HANNAH MONTANA.

HONESTLY I'M SO COMFORTABLE WITH MYSELF THAT I GIVE NO SHITS IF YOU THINK IM CRAZY BECAUSE WHAT IS LIFE WITHOUT BEING YOURSELF.
THIS IS PROB THE MOST INTIMATE YOU'LL EVER BE WITH ME IF WE'RE NOT CLOSE SO BE APPRECIATIVE.

THANKS SO MUCH
TUMMIES

XOXO
TAMZILLA

friendkip

You know when you've seen
what friendship really means
the times when you feel sad
but you've got that one lad
to be there when you're down
during all the times you frown
that's a true friend
and it won't ever end
always be a good lady
katy

low

toe
is how I cope
you know when you're feeling
low
toe
can be dope
just look at it
don't you mope
row
down that slope
with your
toe


sads

hello world.
anther post
because im feeling like poop
so basically
theres this boy
and me being me has caught feelings
but boy cannot leave his pen
so the days i have left i dont have a last goodbye with him
sad life
i am sad
i dont know
like why these feelings stand so strong
is because we share an emotional and mental connection
yet we havent even kissed
its so rare for me to find such a connection without the physical means
which strikes me as something significant
but its okay
i will get over it soon
i just am too lazy to type properly and use proper grammar
so here i am
EXPOSED

ok i feel like a poo

farewell tummies

xoxo
tamz

Wednesday, 10 August 2016

goodbyes and other sentiments

So 5 days left until I leave this island, and oh does time fly. It just felt like yesterday when I was eating my first bite of chicken rice of this trip.
Now 5 fucking days left.
I don't know. Half of me is excited to go back home to see my friends, eat chipotle, and sleep in my bed again, (OH also uni is starting so there's that too!) but the other half of me, is kinda sad I'm leaving. As much as the weather and the lack of transportation I have can be ass, I'll still miss the memories and the few friends I made here. It's all so bittersweet.
So here is my reflection about this trip to Singapore (I'll write a post about China and Thailand another time).
As most of you know, I use tinder as a means to meet people, network, and just use in my free time. Its kind of my go to app whenever I'm bored or want to meet new people. Falalala I've met a solid 20+ people in the month I've been here and whoa has it been a ride (literally...JOKING).
Okay going on...so I've been on quite some adventures, from riding a motorcycle for the first time, to just laying in grass in a public park for 3 hours to clubbing for hours. I don't know like these memories I will always cherish and always remember.
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fuck bitches get money
i genuinely cant be genuine cos im too lazy and i cant finish anything
so basically singapore was just me drinking a lot, making some friends, liking a boy, eating food, and talking to a lot of people. I'm out almost everyday and my extrovertness is sort of running out.
I'm still thinking of my gap sem and I really want to take it but i also have a roommate of concern that I dont know if i want to room with. My grammar sucks and I really need to change my habits.

WANT TO KNOW MY GOALS FOR THIS UPCOMING SEM OF SCHOOL???
COOL ILL TELL YOU ANYWAY
1. READ A BOOK A WEEK
2. DONT FUCK AROUND TOO MUCH
3. FIND A FRIEND GROUP COS IVE NEVER HAD ONE
4. EXERCISE
5. GET A 3.7 GPA
6. FIND A GOOD JOB
7. BE OF HIGH AUTHORITY IN MY CLASS

Ok ya this post is weird and i have no patience but ok

thanks tummies for listening!!

see u laterz alligatorz

xoxo
tamz