Dear               ,

I don't understand what you're going through and I hope you don't reflect this on me. I get it you're not where you want to be goal wise, and our relationship might be in the way of it too. I hope you don't get too frustrated and you decide to see someone else or spend time with another person because I'm not what you want. I hope you give me at least a forewarning and I hope I really am the love of your life. I'm upset, worried, and paranoid, and I want to sleep but the fact that you're not responding to me, has me restless. I feel tired, but I'm just waiting.

I'm sorry,
Tammy

Why I Regret Getting an IUD

Its been about 6 months of excruciating pain since getting my IUD- the skyla to be exact.

Its been a while since I had a period

But its been 6 months since I've been bleeding out of my genital cavity for months on months 

on months except for a maximum of 

2 days

Its been 6 months since I haven't cramped almost everyday 

Its been 2 weeks since I've been taking estrogen

Its been 2 weeks and I'm still bleeding

My quality of life is depleting

My blood flow is decreasing

and my energy is too

My IUD

has been such a pain 

for me 

regret. 

2017

Bruh
How the hell is it 2017?!?!?!!!!!!
Also it's 4 days in and so much has happened but let me just reflect on 2016.
So like 2016 was super great and interesting for me personally but maybe not for the world.
Also please excuse my grammar and everything I type because I'm full of shit. No I'm not lying about anything.
Anyways yeah interesting year for me. Because I am self centered and everything here is everything about ME. Fuck this.
Ok 2016:
I lost my virginity.
graduated high school
College
Traveled a bit
Met amazing people
Clubbed
Might have met the love of my life
Went to the hospital

Whatever I'm in a weird mood rn

Farewell
I should probably sleep

Xoxo
Tammy