Well I'm apparently "home" right now, but I don't really think my heart is here. I feel lonely and sad. All those days in my dorm I was hoping to come home to my comfy bed, in a spacious room with all the privacy I can get, but now that I'm here, I just feel empty.
I'm nostalgic. I pass by places that I used to drive by everyday, I see things that remind me of people and memories, I hear the silence that I used to experience.
Everything is so familiar, yet so empty.
All I want to do is go back to college. But then when I go back, I want to come back here.
So where is my heart? Where is my home?
"If I find in myself a desire which no experience in this world can satisfy, the most probable explanation is that I was made for another world."
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